oh my dear friend

so much so much
pain
keeping the faith
can't stop wondering
why such misery
why this feeling of doom
and i wake every day
praying to the Father
please release me from
this pain
so much taken
it hurts so badly
so badly
no option
i have to keep going
little Eva needs me
as do my children
my youngest needs to go
to NA meetings
oh the sadness
me