i keep telling myself
i will get better
it cannot be like this
much longer
this to shall pass
it's not going anywhere
i am stuck in a dark place
spoke to my shrink
it was releasing
and short lived

i am making the effort
wanting to jump out of bed
and kick butt
i miss the me i was

hanging on by my
faith

it's hard to come
and let loose
for i need to be
truthful