Changes, we are all afraid to those,sudden changes rsd comes with.
Adding the stress to let people leave and really never get what we really dealing with is real painful,I will said,more,painful than rsd itself.
Recently ,I'm fighting the fight of my life ,no dr yet,getting sick and trusting my instinct to stay afloat and not to sink,sure is normal for all of us but is still new and changed so much .
Family is Important,before I will never said this but now ,I truly done give a dawn,focus on people who truly care and shows to care , many are just pretending and when the leave hurts so bad ,those crappy days are the ones that send us to flares,why waste our energy in something that never seems to worked at all,focus on who really never changed with you and love and treasure each moment with them,always keep the memories alive by trying to fight those awful feelings of defeat,we are not defeat,where is hope there is no defeat at all.
You find a place where being free is real,we can be free here and said what we feel and is valid but never in a moment of anger hurt anyone just because you have a crappy day,we all have crappy days and they will pass,let them pass and tomorrow will be a better and bright shiny day,wait for it.
Sorry all this happens at once ,but never let your boat sink without trying to fight first, rsd can't define us at all, we are warriors and warriors never give up.
Gentle and loving hugs ,keep the hope the fight with serenity and knowing we are here. With love ,Jesika .