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Join Date: Jul 2014
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Join Date: Jul 2014
Posts: 160
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i'm tearing up. thank you. i'll do the same. might just cut and paste yours...sounds a good bit like me
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Originally Posted by willgardner
Since weekly group chat is a dud, I thought we could do this.
I had a really great experience writing this and encourage people to do it and share with the community.
Dear myself,
I know how you are feeling, how frustrated, hopeless, anxious, exhausted, and scared you are at times. I know you worry at times that you would not be able to pursue your dreams and have to settle. I know that this thought of settling paralyzes you with despair. Know that like all things this too shall pass. This experience is making you stronger, more resilient, more passionate, kinder, more humble and ultimately a better human being. Without this experience, you would have lived in a bubble. You would not have been able to feel compassion for the less privileged, less fortunate. You learned that life is ever interconnected and interdependant, and that our lives are not our own. You had to experience what you are experiencing right now to become the person that you had always hoped to become. Do not fear. I got your back. You will be okay. Do not give up. One day you will look back on this and will be so glad that you stuck it out. Good things are on their way. When you feel alone, know that I am here knowing what you are going through. I love you unconditionally and care about you very much.
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April 11, 2014 Flipped in class 2 white water while kayaking, hit my forehead (was wearing a helmet). Lots of symptoms to begin with. Those remaining are fatigue, brain freezes/overstimulation, headaches, sensitivity to light and sound. Insomnia is getting better but still an issue, and appetite is ba-ack! Depression and anxiety are largely under control thanks to Lexapro, exercise, and a very distant light at the end of the tunnel.
Drugs: Lexapro, occasional 2-5mgs ambien. Off amatryptaline. Taking about 453 supplements.
Just started vision therapy, waiting on some blue-tinted prism glasses.
"You will encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it." Maya Angelou
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