it's hard enough
having to put on somewhat of a face
but such as a day yesterday
a daughter who is with me
a PCP addict that made me a first time grandmother
and when you don't have control of them
as my child picked up
a good samaritan called an ambulance
as she was in the streets in the day
i a bad way
i can't stop this
just interrupt whenever i can so i can get her
to not get high
one day
that's it
nothing more or less
getting help
she was to go to the doctor
and next a meeting
but decided to get high first
not an option
and many things will interfere
i want it to make simple decisions
to have simple fun
me