Thanks Brokenfriend,
Some doctors tell me I have central pain syndrome caused by my head incidents...at my weight, with the pain causing palpitations I should be scared. But im not...what's done is done. No point in going to the ER ill just be in a hall for 24 hours and the cat scan of head will come out negative and they'll increase my heart meds and bill me 10000000 dollars and send me home lol

it's been a hard life as I am sure yours has, and whatever comes , will come. you send a heartfelt message when we only met online a few weeks ago and my best childhood friends haven't called or visited in five years..one said it gets him depressed and others say they are too busy. I could go on and on but so could you and a thousands other on this board could also I'm sure.

I hope you are doing well tonight. You deserve it.