I'm so sorry if I offended you Mark, please forgive, not intended at all xx

I was actually saying it in a playful manner because I have been in a 'mental hospital' psych ward for suicidal depression in the past, way before this accident and have suffered suicidal thoughts quite a few times over the last 20 years and then since the accident too. so I guess I kind of down play it in a sense as it scares me to death.

Now I'm fighting the depression I've had since a teenager plus concussion...all things cognitive.

I was just talking about myself, it's not about anyone else, I know how terrible it is. xx