[QUOTE=sue k;108999]Hi Everyone,

Iam feeling really guilty right now. My grandkids are the most important people in my life. The only problem is that when I spend more than an hour or two, I can't take it. I seem to have very liitle patience at at all if any. Its not just them. I notice that I am like that with everything and everybody. I was not always like this. I can't even stand to go grocery shopping. I find myself getting angry if another shopper gets in my way or the wait in line is too long. I've noticed that it has gotten worse in the last two years. Is this part of RSD?

[SIZE="2"][COLOR="Blue"] Hi Sue! First of[ all .. "Congratulation's" for having all those grand kids!! I'm jealous, I only have 3 LOL Anyway, when my oldest grand child comes over, I too feel guilty. It's usually when I am in bed and in so much pain. she kisses me on my cheek and her and my little girl(whom we have had legal custody of since she was 2 mos. old, she is now 7 yrs. old) kept wanting me to play with them. so, I felt guilty.. got up slowwwwwwwwwwwwly.. and put on "that nice face' and played when I didn't feel like it. I know the both of them sorta guessed I was not up to it, so my daughter says mama, go on back to bed, me and Hannah will do something else. this about broke my heart./COLOR I don't get out much either. My husband bought me a brand new car (paid in full) too and I don't even drive it!! I'm afraid my hand, wrist and upper arm will be in such pain, I'll go in a ditch. Anyway, there is play dough, twister(remember that game?) where I spin the dial and the two of them play! Also I have a ton of computer games they go on too. well, take care and remember, you are not alone in this. hugs Sue Love, Desi ]