[QUOTE=AussieDebbie;. So I act braver than I am. I collapse in pain when alone. It sounds as though you do too. I get how lonely that is.

I do the same thing. I babysit my granddaughters and tell my daughter I'm fine but I'm not. I just don't want to say no. I also collapse for a few days when I go home.

This disease can sometimes feel so lonely but I agree it helps to come here. Sometimes it's all I need to brighten my day. Some understanding!