Thank you BP, Bizi, and Barb.

BP, you must be be stonger than you think. Thank you so much for the nice comforting words.

Bizi, that is wonderful advice to spread myself around more. Thank you for the phone numbers also.

Hi Barb. I'm not a good reader at all but thanks for the recommendations anyway. I hope things for you are good. I did come to the conclusion that I do not like having complete silence or nothing going on around me because I do not like the thoughts that enter my mind during that time.

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