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Join Date: May 2013
Posts: 1,229
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Join Date: May 2013
Posts: 1,229
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God forgive me for this but out of all the things that happened to me, wasting close to a hundred grand in a bipolar depressed month right after the brain injury destroys me inside.
I thought I was going to die so I went insane and traded crazy and lost it.
I worked so hard for it!!
It is affecting my recovery it eats at me so much 6 years later!!!
I am not thankful that I got SSDI.
Not thankful that girlfriend has paid almost all the bills past 6 years!!!!
All that matters is me and the money I lost and could have invested and turned into 600 thousand in GOOGLE!!!! I'd be sick but have a fancy car and jewelry!!! and God knows what else.
And forget about losing my NYC investment bank salary!!!! I'm broke!!! I was supposed to be rich!!! Now I'm middle aged and broke!!
I could have, I should have, we would be!!!!
I KNOW its affecting my recovery,
Make it stop!!!!!!
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