Hi Katie,
I feel for you girl.
I was an O/O over the road trucker and really miss my truck, job and just the freedom of being independent.
It sure can be frustrating to seem all is lost of your former life and now being stuck dealing with this monster. The last thing I ever expected was ending up in a wheelchair and taking meds all day.
Remember this! It's not how you got knocked down that's important, it's how you get up!
It also helps knowing that someone is always here to listen and maybe help so vent away...