Dear BF,

I am so thankful that you are better today and did not act on your thoughts and feelings last night. And night time is always the worst.

We love and care about you and I wish sometimes we could be there in 3d for each other.

Its hard sometimes I know. In the past people have often let me down. I once went to a hypnotherapist that explained that it was my expectations that I apply to other people was why I often felt so let down. And that most of these people did not even know I had these expectations of them so how could they live up to them. So I try to remember that when people let me down and adjust my expectations to what people can really deliver on.

Everyone here gave such great adviceand I always learn so much. I might even go and get the books that Barb recommended.

I am just happy to have you here and in my life BF. I sure hope your cold is getting better.

I had a colonoscopy and had to do it all alone as well. I actually took a cab back and forth once I was able to travel.

Sending you and