I AM SO SORRY that you have COPD. You have every right to be angry. We didn't know back in the day, just how bad all the second hand smoke was. I grew up in a house of smokers too. I remember getting my mothers furniture, it took years of polishing to get the yellow smoke stains out of it.
Is there any kind of treatment, that can slow it up, and make breathing easier for you? Can it go into remission? I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
The anger does goes away, but the sorrow it seems hangs around when you are left with the result of what others did. They didn't want to do this to you Tamiloo, they just didn't really know how bad it would hurt. ginnie