when i first got dx'd (even tho i knew it was coming) i was shocked.
i remember the mental turmoil i was in so i understand what you're feeling.

i started on copaxone (for 10 yrs) and then stopped it. everyone's course with MS is different and with some time and a little research you will find the course that fits for you. journaling may help with some of the feelings you have.

i did have to stop working but today i'm independent, walk with a cane and still drive. there is hope. i like to say take 1 day and 1 thing at a time. try not to look down the road too far. just deal with what's in front of you. you'll feel more in control.

one more good tip i would give anyone newly dx'd with MS is to listen to your body. if you're out doing errands and you're pushing and too tired turn around and go home. if you need to get a handicapped sticker for the car get it. it's not a defeat. it's a way to cope and conserve your energy for other things.

i felt like i was giving in and defeated when i asked for my sticker. and when i started to use a cane to walk. but, really, it's a way to adjust to your MS and move forward.

hope this isn't too much of an answer. i agree. stick with us. we'll help you thru whatever comes up.