Hi BF, glad your starting to feel better. Not preaching here but I was very depressed and feeling alone as I had lost many friends to my chronic pain. I happened to meet some people that were the most alive couple. They invited me to their church and I have made many friends there.

I go by myself as my kids don't want to go and neither does hubby and it is kind of nice to have that to myself because that is what I needed at the time. Now I am hoping they will start coming with me too.

Now I am not telling you that you need to go to church but the example is that I went outside of my comfort zone and opened up to other people. I even signed up to help out at their vacation bible school. There are many opportunities to volunteer, maybe you could check into something like that. I used to go to a retirement home and just be there for someone to talk to.

I really wish that we lived closer because I think you would be alot of fun to hang out with. You are special, needed and you are not alone. How are the flowers doing? Mine are all in bloom...Sue