Underwater,
That's funny! Too bad I'm from Alabama! If it's not SEC football, I don't appreciate it

And I appreciate you sharing your experiences. I was thinking Lexapro may be the way to go. And yes, the start up on these is hell, but no more hell than the anxiety that goes on and on and on and... well you get the point.
Here's to a good nights rest for all. Lord knows if I wake up again at 3am and can't go back to bed, I'm going to have a meltdown. I don't know how you can take Ambien at 3am! Aren't you a zombie the next day?!