Dear Barbara;

A few years ago I thought I was going to loose my husband and I was never so scared in my entire life. I was terrified about everything but what scared me so much was being alone.

I have also been suicidal but never hospitalized. I probably should have been but since my mom spent most of my childhood in a state facility getting shock treatments, I kind of have a fear of hospitals!

We moved to this town 4 years ago and I still do not have one close friend. I met some nice ladies but my pain caused me to cancel some dates and after that they stopped calling.

But something happened to me last month. I wanted to stick around and see what happens. I want stick around, even if I end up a widow, my life will be what I make it and right now, I'm ok with everything. Come and be a part of my life online, Barb, ok???

Love ya,
Nancy-H