After about 10 grand in tests, they found out what was wrong. Just like an athlete blows out a leg, hip, back or arm. In my case it hurt the entire ulner nerve in my arm. I am undergoing intensive therapy that medicare will not cover. It seems strange to find out what is wrong, then not help me to fix it. They are willing to pay for shots, all of them and all the narcotics, but not to actually do something about it, so the problem ends. Just the in and out of the doctors offices is allowed.
Type of therapy called neuro muscular therapy. Hurts like hell and you cry the whole time. However, it seems to be getting better.
The day before I had an accident however. My rt arm as you know doesn't work, so I was trying to cut branches out of the lines with my left hand. The phone company was coming to examine my lines as my phone has been terrible with ingoing and outgoing calls. They told me if there were any branches on the lines I would have to pay to have them cut out. Well, I fell half way through the project, twisted my already bad ankle. It just proves I cannot and should not stay here anymore. I cannot take care of this place. My Rt Arm was not strong enough to balance me just three steps up.
My neighbor finished my project. However NO one really offers to help someone in this neighborhood who is disabled. Oh they see you in bad shape Alright, and they see a huge branch I cannot possibly drag to the pile. Do you think anyone at all would offer to help me? Drag the branch to the pile?
Once I was on the ground, Norman who I don't know very well, helped me up. He did, ask to help me. Certain things have to be done before the house is on the market. Like dust the ceiling fans. I can't reach up. I will indeed ask this neighbor for help. I have had it here, and need to move on to a villa or some smaller place. Just frustrated Bizi, but I will be OK. I have a life I want very much, just much work to get there. Can't kill myself trying to do all the work either. Body will heal, and I will find the help if I have to stand on a street corner asking my neighbors for help with a sign! Norman can't do it all. With no money to hire out for help, well, it kinda makes it hard. It seems money is the only thing most people want to help you. thanks for asking Bizi, I am going to be tough and get through this too. ginnie