oh man do i wish i could leave some stuff alone
having OCD err to the side to order and cleanliness
so easily said
and to sometimes have to train oneself restraint
from that cup in the sink
and over the years i was able to do most anything
until that day
and in hind site
if my OCD were dealt with
i wouldn't have done so much
i went back to work after two weeks
never fused
should have done so so so much
it is a disease so
maybe you can see
some are compelled to do things
so it could be done "Their" way
it is not seen by many
and it stinks big time
Big time
a burden
a coping mechanism
so many things
i'm in my own way
oh dear Brother Jesus
You are my Savior
how else can one go through
Much and not drop
thank you Jesus