I have to leave the forums for few days or maybe few weeks. It's hurt me real bad to do this finally ,I have a relative suffering from last stage of Huntington disease and she doesn't look like she will make it ,we lost her sister this year from same conditions and now she is real sick on a possible final days,I'm stressing and flaring a lots but I felt I ned to be with the family as long as my body let me .
It's hard when family had severe conditions and no way to get better ,this is their case ,they are my father in law sister in law and we know then for long time and see how much the whole family suffer,I wore proudly a blue ribbon on her honor but never expected this way of things turn lately .
I want to be here but also I will get worry with all things happens,I'm only want to tell you guys ,I do appreciate all the support I had and please even the rules are not to mention anything related to religions ,please pray ,or do what other ways you do to ask for her healing and if she has to leave ,to,leave without pain and no more suffering at all.
Thanks so much ,I will try to once at week check here but I know it will be hard for me to concentrate and be here ,my flares are about to get out of control ,I did saw last week a new ortho who told me ,sorry about my rsd but nothing he can't do and refers me to a new pmp and rsd specialist,my wc case was finalized with me getting life time benefits for foot and ankle plus all rsd related ,I was please with that ,also all medications ,therapy and all necessary stuff for my rsd and foot and ankle injury,surgery on my foot will never happens ,I knew it since the begging but is ok I will see how things turns.
Also got the chance to get retaining for school as long as I feel ok ,not yet,also my union finally step up and try to fix the mistake the made by misrepresenting me ,so a new fight is coming as well.
So ,please ,forgive me if I'm not to active In the following days but sure you do understands me well.
I wish you all the best and hope soon be back and ready to help a little in my own way ,thanks so much with love Jesika .