Hi Harry, welcome. So sorry you had to come and become a part of the family. It is good to research what you are going through. Just keep in mind everyone is different. I would hang on to the hope that earlier is better. I still do and fell in Dec. 2013 and was diagnosed in March 2014. The family here is really helpful and friendly. I have found that some will share links that will lead to lots of information. Check them out and also check out all the links under the stickys at top of the forum. You can also check out Dr. Hooshmand in Vero Beach Florida his site is full of info. I hope this helps. Take care and never lose hope.