Struggle will be hard, and time must tell, heart won from the brink, avoided ravage of hell. Andy, it is no easy path to restore self to safety, yet you have the deep strength to be well in all things. I have been there. The wholeness, the treasure of daily overcoming tempter's call to an "easy solution" is surely worth the effort.

I hope all of the best for you,
A fellow traveler,
Mark56