got sick six years ago just as the market and my 401k hit rock bottom. had to take the money out. 6 years later the market has tripled, people at my old job doing great and raising families in their own houses. God has a great sense of humor. And I hope I can vent just this ONE time without getting responses about how much god loves me blah blah blah. I dont even really believe. it's just I have to put the blame somewhere or ill go crazy.