I'm sorry to hear. I'm wondering is physio helping? Does the dr have you on something to help your pain? Is it working? Could something be making you tired, like meds?
Would you be a candidate for counselling? Seems like if anyone ever needed it you do. You have been through enough for 5 people. I am currently battling my dr about needing counselling, I say it won't help she says it side effect free I don't have to drive far what do I have to lose. Well she's got me partially convinced. I still don't know how much good it would do but maybe trying something is important for sanity. Though it is pretty discouraging when things don't help.
Anyway not sure if you are still checking this but I am also just so sad and tired. All I want to do is hide in bed all day, maybe we could support each other?

Pam