Just having the courage to come on here and tell it speaks volumes about your character. It shows that you care about your wife and family more than anything. The impulse problem is not you. Being able to get this off your chest will lift a huge weight.

That is what I love about this place. I feel I can talk and ask questions and people actually understand then offer advice and support. When I try to talk to others about my problems, I get a blank stare and a look that implies I'm cuckoo!

Good luck Kev! You can get through this.