~sigh~ Ok, so it's supposed to be hard, like a lot of things.
I read your post Addy and liked what you said about journaling on the SOS forums...That was easy because of all the support and feedback we got from each other.

I don't want anyone to read the bile I'm spewing on those pages....boy I really am angry about a lot of things including my nose!!

Have you ever sung the simple song, "Forgive Me"? It is so beautiful and brings me to tears whenever I hear it. Jesus did not make forgiveness look easy so why did I think it would be.

And don't get me started on church! The only thing wrong with our church are the "Christians" that attend it!!!

Thank you for the advice and I shall continue to try doing this. ~sigh