I am hoping I caught it early enough so I can eventually heal. I have never been a patient person, though , which is why I am asking these questions like "what should I be feeling?" even though I have only been on the Benfotiamine etc. since mid-July. I appreciate your replies more than you know, Icehouse - thanks so much. When I have time, I am going to go back and read this whole thread again. It's inspiring and encouraging!