Greg..Im sorry to hear that you went through that, but you definately was able to do the right thing and get the guns out of the house..Medications can sure be scarey, especially anti-depressants..Some people go through some bizzare stuff with them sometimes, but on the other hand they have helped many people tremendously..I havent had to take any myself, but I must say that pd sure does change the emotional balance in a variety of ways..Lucky for me so far depression hasnt been one of them