My issue is this.... I am sick of it all. Personally, at this point I could care less whether it is a coupe contre coupe with white matter disease All I know is that this car accident destroyed my life, and it isn't going to get better anytime soon.

every day is a constant reminder of everything I have lossed. Noone in my life understands what I struggle with every day. I haved by told by all of my doctors that I will not be able to work...mainly due to the severe neck damage. You are going to need social security disability. Well, I have a thick ego, and it irritates me that I will not be able to work.

I am tired of people telling me that I am depressed. That I need to be happy. That I need to push through the pain. Well, what they don't understand is that I do everyday. This is all I have to give. My life is as is was is over.