Thank you for your support everyone. I have an awesome live together boyfriend. However, his mom is terminally ill and not doing well so he is currently living with her and has been for a few months. I have no family close by that I can count on so I am pretty much flying solo and don't see that changing any time soon. This is affecting every aspect of my life....It's so overwhelming. Since my surgery that trggered my rsd I have had more dr apts this year than I have all of my life I think. I believe it's also causing blood pressure issues from the pain. I just want some relief or to sleep for more than four hours at night or to be able to concentrate on anything other than this pain.....I sure hope I find a new normal soon