desi--sorry for all the insensitive jerk-*** drs in this world..i have seen my fair share of them too..if only they felt a fraction of what we do even if for only a few hours--they would change their attitude..i have kinda given-up..so tired of spending so much of my money that i don't have to get treated or untreated...want to seek an easy way out of my pain and agony..this unfort. seems to be the only way for an end to the endless bulls**t of my life-- hopefully you may still find some answers and more help to see you through..all my best---moonstar