I actually have the Hydroxazine and I have taken it in the past. I'm calling Monday for another appt thats not 6 weeks out to try another medicine. Or maybe just wean of the 25mg and suggest the pharmagaba?! I know I need to stay on the Mirtazapine at night.

So do you guys think that plan sounds good? And I know this sounds odd, but when you take a daytime AD that "works" are you supposed to feel like yourself, just a calmer version or do you find yourself feeling like you are "medicated"? I'm just asking because this nervous/ jittery feeling is all I've gotten. I have a friend that takes 10mg of Lexapro and loves it. She says it takes the edge off and evens her out.

Thanks again for all the info.