frogga,
You are one amazing woman. I'm so sorry for what you are going thru. I hope the docs can find something to help you. I wish I had an answer, but I'm at a total loss. I do know that when I get down, and just figure I'll never be able to do anything ever again, I think of you and I just give myself a kick in the pants and get going. I wish I had half of your determination and gumption. Even knowing how much pain you are going thru, you can still make me smile the way you write about it. sending you very very soft hugs.
Mary