It's nice to hear it, outside of my own thoughts! I really am not exaggerating a single thing he's said. Now I do want to point out that I don't just sit quietly with nothing to say when he gets like this. ...that could be part of the problem! Lol.
It just feels super one sided. I mean I've just gotten some terrible, life-altering news. And he really didn't have anything to say to me about it, other than make sure you tell the lawyer....sigh
I think you're right. He even said quite a few times "if you hadn't gone to the E.R. in the first place this never would have happened. Even though my doctors office told me to go, he believes it was my choice to go, and therefore I am a fault...it's so frustrating and hurtful. Like except for the money I'll eventually get, it's not a "big deal" ha! When I'm looking at being at least partially disabled!!lol good grief...at least I know how to find humor and blessings in almost every single I have thrown at me. I know it was a post. With kind of depressing tones.

That doesn't mean I'm going to give up. promise I will get through this and I will keep fighting for every bit of freedom and mobility I have...
It's just a little hard to see the Sun, when you're feeling nothing but the rain...