Being new to rsd I don't have any advice that directly applies. However, in the past few years Ive watch both of my parents suffer long agonizing deaths. When going through those experiences I always reminded myself that we can only live life a moment at a time, with my rsd I try to remind myself of that daily....so,e days I am more successful than others. However, you are never alone....you have your daughter. I'm sure that even when the pain is the worst she can make you smile. I hope you find strength to get through these rough days and comfort in knowing you are never alone.....all of us here know similar pain first hand.