I'm so sorry Erin. You are just too young for this mean ***** disease to be
hitting you with both barrels.

Let's face it, there really isn't a lot your Docs
can do for you. MS usually does not get better, except maybe for the short
term....It's a progressive disease.

Maybe a 2 or 3 week in-hospital stay,
in a good rehab place?
I will keep you in my daily prayers that things get a bit better for you. I do
understand the friend thing. Except for one close friend, who's as old and
almost as infirm as I am, all of my friends are right here at NeuroTalk.
It also a lonely disease.
I'm sorta ok with it all now, what choice do I have, but I wasn't ok with it
in my 30s and 40s. You have every right to biotch and I'll be here to listen
and help if I can.