Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for your Love

things to be grateful for
blessings awaiting
Father in control
My days in and days out routine
happiness just peeking out every once in a while
cannot say Eva is not my light as Corissa is
Hope God fill her heart
rearing Corissa in this fast evil riddled
streets
it is hard for her to see who is
real or who is ready to turn her on to drugs
drugs
now has touched everyone of my family
from a prim and proper mother
who i hear is nodding at the breakfast table
her divorced husband
who lives with her permanently is at odds with
her and her habit forming place in her life
she certainly Suffers Physical Pain but has
also become abusive with them
so
with help from doctor
removed some meds from her

this information from my youngest sister
and my last conversation she had with me
and i told her then she did not sound well

now

i have Corissa to help
and get help for her
my daughter
and the my thirty year old daughter
making me a mimma
more like mommy
she has begun to get used to the
way things are set up by the courts
and my concerns she would have been
a child of the state
how oh how could
i let that happen
i can't
i didn't
and now has become to
be more and more my child
mommy and daddy come twice a week
i get bread ready for her
put in her back pack (kenyér) bread
to feed the (kacsa) duck in Hungarian
she is learning the language
and has the tongue for it
it is the hardest language to learn
today is hot and cold soup
yes she gives me purpose to go on
i am raising her with the help of Corissa