Do yourself a huge favor. Dont over think your situation. Live it day by day. Because trust me, just when you think you have the new you figured out, you end up in a new situation and it redefines you.

Plus, it adds unnecessary stress and anxiety to our already damaged brains.

Also my new "way" of socia interaction is this:

If you cant accept my inability nor care to entertain it, then get **out of my way, your just blocking my road to recovery. and if you still cant accept it, I prolly didnt need you in my life to begin with.