This question I posed is a philosophical one. Through this experience, I have redefined a lot of notions such as success, victory. I am doing the same with the "self" and I was wondering if anyone had a good idea. I think the new definition is not only more accurate, but also liberating. This injury necessitated that I eliminate a lot of limiting and destructive beliefs and perceptions. I am not having an identity crisis here. I am redefining my life for the better.