Stay strong. Don't think about the future. You don't know what he has yet and it may be quite treatable. Let him go to the neuro and get evaluated and get the necessary tests done.

Crying is ok. I do it every now and then and then I face the next day. It's good that you are staying strong for him. He may end up taking pictures and playing the guitar for many many more years. You don't know yet.

Take Each Day at a time and stay positive. **