Hope things are much better by now.
Remember ,stress is the worse enemy of rsd and you need in some way to let other emotions out for you own good. I been flaring for months now due to stress and gets everyday worse and worse,my scs can't do all ,and honestly ,I'm tired of this but I have to keep trying ,same way you have to try.
Don't let disappointment gets you,all will come back to he place where belongs, sit down,have faith and hope,you will see.
Keep always your rsd emergency kit handy, mine include , gelato,hot warming pads,a small soft blanket,a memory foam little pillow for my head and avoid headaches,miso soups, coconut water, long soft and lose sock to cover my leg at least half way, music to relax my mind,Josh Groban and tibetan singing bowls works for me, yoga,light yoga for me due to scs and ostheoporosis on my right for and ankle, lactose free ice sticks flavored, rest time,meditation,and a place where to rest ,we all have different ways to manage flare ups, also keep your meds handy ,but look for things that give you joy and happiness ,you will get the rest eventually be patient and just wait,it will come soon.
just wanted to tell you ,I keep my prayers for you and hope a common sense get to the mind to those who for some reason are loss,from the way ,don't want to hurt you by saying manes ,but I'm sure sense will come to their way ,just keep the faith and hope always in your emergency rsd kit.
I send you ,warm gentle loving hugs and wish soon your eyes get the gift you are waiting and deserve, new life and hope for the future days .with love Jesika .