Thanks Bizi! I really should come here more often you guys. Make me feel so much better. It is funny how isolating mental illness can be. Some of my closest friends have dropped off because they don't understand. I have retained a lawyer i the past for my case with the VA, I guess I should track him down again. Everything is an uphill battle!

Thank God for Trip! He really keeps me going. I am taking him kayaking tomorrow for probably the last run of the season. When I get to be afraid to go out in public, he picks up on that and gets real protective of me and then I get anxious, it is like a chain reaction.

Thank you for your post, it is great to hear from you!
TBI/PTSD