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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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not about me
have i not been the mother i have hoped to be
do my action or lack of option reason enough
i had to close the door behind me
have i not been a good role model
even in my darkest times
there is no option
she is a mommy
her pain i understand
though i am taking care of my grandchild
and have temporary custody of her
operative word temporary
this entire family is suffering
WHY
what have we done in our past
that was so terrible
what is it we are all suffering in one way or another
what makes my daughter think she can check out
with a baby that is waiting for her to make a home for them
if i have no option nor does she
we are both mothers
my tough love i'm afraid might have pushed her over the edge
and because she was not successful
i find myself very sad and very very angry
all i can say is
REALLY?
me
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