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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: new jersey
Posts: 3,523
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and you know i know it
it is just my make up
taking care of one thing or another
i also do understand the
it is what it is
i am very careful what i ask for
then the mother factor
wanting to protect
yet fully understand
i control no one but myself
and what i say
to be impeccable with our words
living with the fear every time the phone rings
is not living
in fact i become more isolated
as i deal with out of sight out of mind
and even that takes seemingly forever
my mind
my mind
needs a shut off switch
i am never alone
as much as i feel lonely
and i am thankful for my family
never ever ever has it ever been a thought
"i wish i never had children"
thank you Father
me
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someone who cares
eva
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