hey girl,

thought i'd never hear from you again! Champagne is definitely not out of the question. i'd rather drive there than chicago. i need to wait now until after my next "indepndant" medical exam from the state because right now they refuse to pay for any of my dr appointments, meds, blocks, etc so i have paid over 1,000 to see all of these "specialists" on my own and don't have any more moulah. I tell ya what, i really feel for you. i don't know how you are handling everything you have going on. my kids are 10 and 16 so at least they don't need as much help as little ones. what kills me is trying to do laundry, grocery shopping, etc. i don't why your husband is acting the way he is but it can't be good for you. ever tried bringing him with to appointments or going to counseling? i've been divorced for almost ten years so i don't have to deal with that but being alone is pretty tough too. did you ever get my pm? didn't hear back so i wanted to make sure i didn't say anything to offend you i feel like i'm going crazy half the time myself. the depression and anxiety are sometimes almost more than i can bear. actually went and made out my will a couple of weeks ago. i'm wondering how quickly you were diagnosed with rsd after symptoms started? have the sgb blocks done you any good? are they talking about scs or pumps or anything? just wondering cuz every doctor i see suggests something different and i'm very confused. well, again i'm glad to hear from you. i live in kankakee by the way. do you live right in champagne? pm anytime and i hope you have the best day possible jenny