thanks MrsD. It's amazing how good it makes a person feel when someone else mentions they were thinking of them. and you're right. this sofa thing is awful. i'll have to read that article on my phone when its done charging because this stupid computer is going downhill fast

It's been years since I woke up not knowing where I am or what day it is. it started after last week's two day vacation and it scares me. I know it shouldn't but it does.

as far as the cab or pizza delivery, I want my old job back. I did those other jobs in my teens and twenties and now I'm back to square one? I miss NYC so much!!!!! it was so cool walking the streets in the early AM. all the buildings so beautiful and silent...

also, I was the resident Italian American at my job. People got a kick out of my ways of thinking and lifestyle. I once took them to a restaurant where Al Capone ate and 80 years ago my father dated the owners mother now I'm just one of a million other guys just like me on staten island. it was nice being around all kinds of people.

and you could get or do anything at any time in the city. at 3am those streets belonged to me, a handful of others and the cops.

I really started ranting I'm sorry. A number of the people in the TBI room I used to PM are gone and I miss them but glad if they got better.