Hey there
I like to think that I have learned to 'fall with style'
I have landed in gardens, from the top to the base of a marble staircase, on my knees in the main street of my country town, in the middle of one of the busiest intersections in Sydney, in front of my students and colleagues at work....but, I didn't cry, I didn't flash my knickers and I was lucky enough to be able to pull myself up - sometimes with the help of others, laugh (to avoid crying from twisted muscles and skinned knees) and continue on my merry way.
As others have said - I have learned to 'fold up' and go with it, or the outcome could have been much worse.
Topamax worked for me - although I stopped taking it a couple of months ago.
I hope this improves for you - I know I have done enough damage twisting my pelvis and putting my shoulder out - I hope you re ok and remain that way
Good luck and love