Here is a b12 story I need to share with you, because it is a happy story and with it I'd like to thank you all for your support. I think I'm making a huge leap forward, thanks to you.
My new GP had a patient diagnosed by numerous neurologists with neuropathy. Both her hands were severely affected, she couldn't use them. Her B12 level was 80, but the neurologists didnt seem to bother much about it. My GP gave her weekly B12 shots and, neuropathy or not neuropathy, the poor woman is completely sound and well now.
There is hope people! Don't trust anyone who tells you simply there is nothing to be done. Probably there is always something to be done.
I've had my first shot (hydroxy B12, 1 mg) today. 6 hours before that I took 2000 µg methylcobalamin orally, although not on empty stomach. I should be saturated with this stuff by now

I'm really curious how this will act on me. Both my hands look like a skeleton up to the elbows, almost no muscles left. But I hope at least to prevent damage to my other body parts.
My doc told me healthy B12 levels, according to her are 1000-1200 and I should strive to have 1000. I think I'm lucky to have found her, apparently not every doc would tell you that.
I'm changing my mood to hopeful.