Father
my disease is something that my family suffers from

my mental state in check as sobriety is first
with the Love of my family i have from my program
i am lost in the generation m sixteen year lives in
there is a term for the time period we are in
"a millennium child"
children born into the social media
that is a way of life
the lack of understanding
for example the cell phone
the internet
a new way of life
and i cannot understand the rude
defiant, angry, hatred in her eyes
this new beginning starts off in a terrible
argument over the pants her "father"
purchased for her for the gym at the facility
she is getting help with her adversities
Father
allowing her to wear the yoga pants to school
was not going to happen
i went through two years of heartache
the constant phone calls from school
she is not dressed in uniform

as she was returning back to school this year
i was promised no problems
and she goes to school this morning
with utter hatred in her eyes
while i was on the phone with her father
letting him know what was going on
she left without a kiss and love you mom

i am weak and the added stress is killing me slowly
what else other than pray
i have seen her more than half way
i am lost
i feel i am loosing her slowly
the pressure is overwhelming tiring
her father just called
conversation was brief

my head wants to explode
literally from the headache
coffee isn't cutting it

i just want to scream
oh Father
i just want to scream
my body is broken
my mind i am loosing
my Spirit broken
hanging on with my Faith
blessings i thank you for
me